confined by a funhouse of mirrors...mirror, mirror chasing me!...she, that lives in that cut of glass, silently shrieks, "Ugly, Fat, Unlovable, Disgusting, Disturbed, Crazy...Ugly, Ugly, Ugly!!!! Not one thinks of you as worthy of love! Just give in and give up the spar for your designated dreams."....mirror, mirror staring at me...frozen...mirror, mirror labeling me....blinded....mirror, mirror slowly murdering me...truckling to lies....mirror, mirror reminding me....paralyzed by thoughts of whats already done and dead dreams...mirror, mirror NO MORE...she is fragmented...no longer staring, murdering, labeling or screaming at me...Abba, Abba whispering to me...'lovely, beautiful, precious, priceless princess'...Jesus, Jesus bestowing love to me...speechless in awe...Father, Father holding me...wrapped in peace...Love, Love uncautiously pursuing me...walls crumbling as my heart heals...again, diverted attention peeks into the post-half of another mirror, even just a reflection or a shadow is not safe...cautious is what I allow myself....cautious love is what I give You...Cautious love is what I wreak of....She is cautious love defined by meaningless lies.Beholder, Beholder telling me I am a Queen....years of quiet hiding....Safety in hiding, but danger in Love....mute, frozen, broken, holding on so tight!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sweet Sweet daughter...If I speak, if I run, if I heal, if I hold you sweetness....will you let go and live for Love?
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