Shifting from 300 to 500!

You know, this life is not a walk in the park, nor is it a bucket of afflictions! Luckily it's all that and the 'somewheres' in between...now, 20+ years past 5 innocent birthdays, I am partnering with a life that I did not anticipate. I saw little ones and a king at my side by 16 years past 5 innocent ones. I have yet to be an example in that manner and a helpmate to a king in Christ...frustrating! I leave it there, at that place of abandon, daily so as to journey this life in abundance and grace. I still glance at it there in that place, but to no avail! Tomorrow I begin lessons in spreading my wings...spreading them gingerly before taking flight. Careful not to crash as I have so many times in the past...my future will become my past. Remember the glory not the failure as stepping from Mercy to Mountains unfamiliar. You know, this life is not a walk in the park, nor is it a bucket of afflictions! Mercy to Mountains - Shifting from 300 to 500...gaining ground, acquiring speed, but with wings partially spread. I fear not soaring...I don't take flight fully as this life has dealt failure not glory. Your glory arises within, but a flicker of hope diminishes it's greatness. Glory with strong hope is a runway to soaring! You know this life is not a walk in the park, nor is it a bucket of afflictions! I am preaching to the choir! What is fear anyway...JUST SOAR!

His Words of Honor and Commitment

Genesis 28:15 "...I will not leave you until I have finished giving you everything I have promised you". As the author of promises (words of honor and commitment)...
Do you read my heart?
Do you know my desires?
I become buried in the battle of the obvious!
Do you speak to me or is that voice of this self?
Do you hear my cry?
I become discouraged by the dispute of the mortal!
Do you hold my heart?
Do you know how desperately I desire to let go?
I become senseless with the sleuth of analysis!
Do you have hope for this flesh?
Do you ever give up?
I become uncertain in a counterfeit control!
Do you really know?
Do you have the keys to this heart?
I become all inclusive with independence!
Would you please rest in this flesh?
Would you please release honor and commitment as nobody of this place can?
Do you want to use me as a receptacle to receive?
Do you know how to make this heart surrender?
I am paralyzed!
Your timing
Your vessel
Your promises of heaven brought to fruition on earth...
through this broken and fragile vial.

yet a fractured heart still pursues healing

She grapples with a glass of wine...she desires to clasp His heart! Is there somewhere in between? A pursuit that does not end? He seeks her love, but her love is unraveled...Is there somewhere in between? A longing that settles? He seeks her life, but her life is broken? Is there somewhere in between? Is there relent...relent? IS THERE A BREAK FROM THIS?
A reality absent of restlessness?...she desires to cling upon His heart! He seeks her deepest desires, but her desires seem as unkempt promises? Is there somewhere in between? He seeks to reach her reality, but her reality is in her hands? Is there somewhere in between? she longs to understand how He cherishes her! He seeks to yank her from the hamster wheel, but the hamster wheel is her haven? He seeks her heart? A heart absent from this world? Is she in between? Between...there is no between but there is tertwined! He seeks to forever hold her heart, not in between, but intertwined with His! One heart, One mind, One Love....One Savior!

Seize it All...One Phenomenon For Me!

Inadvertent decorations on my car...several scratches on the bumper, a lovely display of dents ornament each panel and one thought - fleeting! A Louis vuitton purse adorns the closet shelf just ten feet away and it sits comfortably next to a jewelry box dripping with accessories followed by one thought - tomorrow! Creams piled high and overflowing with cleansers, makeup, grooming tools, 7 bottles of hairspray, 6 different conditioners and 12 different shampoos and one thought - next! Shoes, dresses, capris, pants, tanks, tees and undies with one thought - shopping!!!!!!!!!! Just a thought - why? Seize it All, take everything, remove this natural cup, destroy the new, demolish this stuff and Leave one Phenomenon for me...the miracle of reconciliation to You with one thought - Love!

A Dream of Return with No Players Working...MIA