One who begets me....loves His baby girl!

The one who begets her....she screams for on the green table! she scream as a child, maybe 3, possibly 4 - still screaming! Veins bulging, blood pumping, sweat dripping, and emotions raging....SCREAMING STILL! Where are you? Why is she here? Why is she convulsing with excruciating degrees of assault? Why is she being kicked? What is her purpose? She was hasty to walk in what she believed to be Your will...was it not? She has yet to quit that screaming? Tell her to stop! She won't...she wants more! She wants the deepest parts of her Papa! She desires His secrets! Her secrets block her....the unknown pain stops her...the deafening voices within drown her....STOP SCREAMING! She refuses again. WHO IS SHE? WHO IS SHE SUPPOSED TO BE? WHO ARE YOU IN HER? Please tell her...please woo her so closely to You that she never diverts again....call Her into your arms, hold her there and never let her go...not ever again. She needs to know that You call her Beloved and Beautiful...tell Your darling daughter how beautiful she is....tell her how much You love her. Please Please Please....woo her - she feels so alone....she feels left behind....trampled on and taken advantage of. Woo her to your embrace....woo her to the mountain tops with You. Touch her gently in the valleys.....carry her now! Please bottle her tears as she will one day dance with you and rejoice in the morning! She will soon stop weeping and weeping and weeping! What did she miss? What did....what did....what did...?????????? Give her clarity as a child....grant her strength and wisdom with a childlike spirit again! She screams to be heard...she screams to be loved....she wants more of You - Her Daddy, Friend, and Lover. Counsel her as she unwinds this messy ball of yarn! Give her a vision of the amazing plans You have for her! Hold her every moment....Ameliorate her every anguish! Love her!