Past, Present, Future...

to where do past hurts truly withdraw? to what degree do present hurts disinter? how does one overcome or evade hurts as obstacles revealed for later seasons?...this cluttered mindset desires to communicate with precision and purpose...intentional love delivered graciously and brimming with joy to a target unseen....clouded thoughts...sorting through the past, the present and the future...future foretold, but for what reason? To grant peace or to instill patience misguided to impatience and pride?...present being analyzed to a crippling grade...analysis based in a Christ focused goal, but reaction based in past affliction...the present has ultimately become detrimental to the future just as the past is fatal in regards to the present...this cycle is disgusting!!! How does she stop this....opening doors based on past thorns and closing communication based in fear of rejection....who is rejecting her anyway? Rejection as a closed door becomes a supernatural blessing! blessing comes from her Divine Originator, her Master Designer....so, rejection as promotion through honesty! Lies, enormous or trivial, breathe destruction on all hearts involved...secrets lend to anxiety and distrust...distrust to resentment, resentment to poor communication, poor communication to blame shifting, blame shifting to useless 'you' statements....I can only change her, she can only change her, me can only change her,....Christ the Center of her....change to Christ-likeness....no more fear, replaced with total trust in joy and peace in unconditional love with plans to prosper His princesses and princes...she runs to the Father...through an unblemished field of flush white blossoms....she is sold out and captivated by her King!