Weariness in Seeking a Humble Heart

This heart an entanglement...seeking refuge in humility...accepting to take the bottommost viaduct. This heart trampled...this heart falling on its knees to pride...failing to surrender to humility. Undue to fear...undue to anxiety of dishevelment delivered by a muddied destiny. Fear as food to pride...the revolting fruits of pride sewn and reaped repetitively. Anxiety...anxious, anxiousness....this heart speaks, "Stop!" Years robbed from this life...no longer is this heart paralyzed by the analyzed circumstances. Instead this heart is fluid by wreckless abandon to the river of life! This heart still wrought with pride, yet seeking a soaking of humility. Pour out sweet surrender and a new infilling of the humble factor!...Pour out, drench this heart with ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! drown this heart with ALL YOUR WAYS! Suffocate this heart to death...death from 'circumstances' wreaking anxiety!